one small girl

sweet as a eucalyptus, terrible as a tempest

i used to have a lot of stories.

didn't i start out here telling stories?
i remember recounting incidents from childhood to present. and they were funny, too, a lot of them. and some were desperate, black, bland, corny, ridiculous. but they were my stories. i transcribed my life in fragments and there were those who found they liked the stories i told, i think.

and i've been silent for so long, haven't i?
i can tell you it's not for the lack of trying. i've come back in this place a hundred times, typed a few lines away and then left. who knows, i might do the same for this entry.

someone told me it didn't matter. i may have found another outlet and so do not feel the need to write.

but that's not it, is it? i've come back a hundred times to this place that i can't completely abandon, apparently.

so what is it? blogging has lost some of its novelty? the old community has thinned out one by one, moving someplace or disappearing altogether?

no. i tired of telling my desperate stories. i ran out of happy, funny anecdotes to bring a semblance of balance into this place.

nah, i...i'm afraid i lost my stories.

posted by: onesmallgirl at 15:19 | link | comments (5) |

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#1  03 September 2007 - 02:33

 

tsk. ano ba. just talk.

bd2

#2  04 January 2008 - 19:59

 

oist!!!

i'm still here alive and kicking! i'm trying to get hold of a replacement unit for the old car i sold. i was looking at an old 2000 and 2003 ford sedan but the gas gurgler could easily turn anyone back. ugh!!! but i'm happy with my new computer anyhow. it cost a mite big for my nowadays small wallet (i don't have contract with fuereyn foersonalidades at d moymente. but my caknowtu boss will meet me daw, next week again. suus!).

about you? good job and nice borscht (read superior animahl)? i certainly hope you're doing ok sis. may the Year of the Rat bode well for you and all the rest of this blogging community!

someone's using my account to get a hyundai vera cruz, and place the damned vehicle in my name. it's really just the account - my friend's not even hiring me to drive that stupid vehicle. but he ought to park it in my garage and give the key to me, right?

o well, slent night, what can i say?

ezky

#3  04 January 2008 - 20:14

 

hoy!!!

to hell with all those people who have moved on, kuno to other things. yer a damned good writer. didn't you know that many millions of pesos i held i my hand, the very same hand i use for writing and... (oops, censored), came from the sheer power of the words that oozed from my nonsensical brain?

imagine that! for someone like you who has a very organized view to writing, you could hold billions in your hands and still you can use your hand for... (oops again...)

ezky

#4  18 March 2008 - 14:03

 

I know how you feel. We gotta get back on that bucking bronco of a horse.

gongli

#5  21 June 2008 - 00:30

 

hey.

mictlantecuhtli

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