sweet as a eucalyptus, terrible as a tempest
tomorrow will mark the first week of waiting
it's killing me
i realize i submitted an incomplete resume
i did not include my special skills:
acute spider-sense - can hear creepy crawling creatures scuttle and flap wings before they attack
amateur taxonomist - can classify creepy crawlers as to vicious, kindly, old and dying
and not least,
excellent actor
i appear calm and collected, perfectly under control but to the chosen few to whom i betray my true feelings
that i am so very impatient
i abhor waiting
i scoff at waiting
though i am an excellent waiter. i can wait on people
but eunmi does not wait for any body
and i have the lowest EQ on earth
i want to know their answer now
is it me or not?
do not let me hope for naught
i might not have enough light to burn
ahhh
and i know real life
is about plan b's and c's
which is why i will be calm and collected and perfectly under control whatever their answer might be
nobody else needs to know i kick myself
because i'm a failure at interviews
which is why i'm not too hopeful
i'll be in my crypt.
