rude awakening

Sunday, 02 April 2006

it's a cloudy yet sunny breezy summer afternoon. i am semi-blinded by the glare of the sea reflecting the sunset's rays.

it's hustly-bustly outside. engines a-vrooming and the noisy potpots are perfectly ignorable natSOTs (natural sound on tape).

last week, i discovered that this place is a hotspot. and that i can surf for free.

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To do:

1. fix my life

2. re-find my self.

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i've been meaning and failing miserably to turn this blog back to its original mood. i was never one to wear her heart on her sleeves. but i've found out that was only because there was never any reason for me to. and when there was, there i am, lost soul for all to read. how... one of the crowd.

who should i blame for being so hopelessly lost? first i was only emotionally lost, but then, at least, i knew what i stood for. woe is me who has died but won't be buried until fifty years after.

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it's been almost two years and i haven't watched B's work. i'm so very sorry. soon i promise!